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Friday, 21 September 2007

  • death poem

    Suicide Letter

    © By Levi J. Mericle

    I rush to the bathroom and lock the door,
    I can't stand the pain; I can't stand it anymore.

    I go to the cabinet for that lethal pill,
    Knowing that this one will help or kill.

    My parents received the letter of suicide,
    They're wondering if their son is now dead or alive.

    They pounded and pounded and said, Open the door.
    I said, No, you do not have your son anymore.

    They said, Why, son, are you doing this?
    I said, I love you and blew them a kiss.

    I took the pill, then my life started to dim,
    My chance for survival was really slim.

    The door flung open with tremendous power,
    This was such a terrible hour.

    Why did I have to end my life?
    Why did I cause them strain and strife?

    Something was wrong inside my head,
    Sorry, Mom and Dad, your son is now dead.

  • 20/09/2007

    well, today..in the end...i cut my hair..hahaha! do you know why in the end? because i have waited for a month..first time i went there, they were busy..they have dont know what road show..then second time i went there..they close for a week..then third time i went there...they have 2 more customers then they have to close the shop..the forth time i went there..which is today!at last i can cut my hair!!! haha!  silly  right? well, and today I BREAK RECORD!!! "for the first time i cut my hair in BM!which was my hometown..haha..crazy right? well, everytime i will go to penang to cut my hair..but this time i cut here in bm! break record! i mean "my record" you know why? well, its a long story!!

Thursday, 06 September 2007

  • A bad day!

    actually, today happen a lot of things..first is my left side waist somewhere there..pain until like what! i think its just a sprain or something i dont know...so! today the whole day, i was suffering from pain the whole day!!! THE WHOLE DAY, MAN! then, when i went back home from school..my mum keep on calling me to help her with her some kind computer thingy (dont know how to explain) then, it cant get through so she started nagging why cant it get through..well, its her school work computer thingy..and SHE IS ASKING ME!!! HOW WOULD I KNOW ABOUT IT??? for sooo many years, i've been helping her..why dont she call my sister to help her..i though she should not bother me..coz i have to sit PMR this year..i should be studying! but why she call me to do this things??? the things that i dont know! the things that its not my bussiness!!! then, i off the window..then when we on back, it needs password..so it ask for the password..and i just enter what she said..and suddenly the computer was telling the password is wrong..WAD THE HECK? WAD HAPPEN? and then..she blame me..SHE BLAME ME?!!! WHY SHOULD SHE DO THAT? SHE IS THE ONE WHO IS ASKING ME FOR FAVOUR!!! I KEEP ON SAYING I DONT KNOW! WHY SHE STILL WANT ME TO DO!!!??? then, she call her friend...then she memalukan me...tell her friend what happen...then her friend ask did you put the correct password? then her friend tell her the password (the password is the same la) THEN ONLY SHE REALISE THAT SHE TYPE THE WRONG PASSWORD!!! AND SHE BLAME ME FOR SOOO LONG!!!!!!!! UNTIL NOW..MY ANGER IS STILL 100% UP!!! wanna scold her also cannot...my mum wad! wanna lepas geram also cannot...until now she still cant settle her things and keep asking me...argh!!!!!!!!!! imagine..every year...she is doing this to you..you have to remember how it works..so that next time can teach her again..and again...and agaiN! and she say i didnt even teach her before..what is this!? i have limited patient you know!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, 03 September 2007

  • A real friend

    A real friend would never let another take your place,
    A real friend will say almost everything to your face.


    A real friend won't betray you for the good or bad,
    A real friend will always remember the friendship you had.


    A real friend will laugh with you at your mistakes,
    A real friend will be there when your heart breaks.


    A real friend will stick up for you,
    A real friend knows what is true.


    A real friend wouldn't take your man,
    A real friend always understands.

  • 03/09/2007

    haihz..so fast another 1 day holiday + saturday and sunday are over....well, yesterday's sleep was nice until i wake up at 3.00pm suddenly..you know why? stomach ache..i was wondering what did i eat wrong..until my stomach was soooo painful...but because i was too sleepy..i sleep back..with the stomach ache..hahaa! i just ignore it! until this morning..well, i was feeling a little heavy on my head..but my stomach wasn't pain anymore...today we did karangan..haihz! better than english essay..(for me) and so on..

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